It all happened a year ago
when I was still young
but it felt so true
I had to tell you how I felt
So I did, and guess where it got me?
You just shrugged it off and went on with your life
Months later I still feel the same
And yet nothing in return from you
Then I find out something that breaks my heart
you ask out a friend of mine
it kills me to know this
I still love you
Then it turns out you never acted like a boyfriend
so she dumped you and says she is over you
I don't believe her
I think she still wants you
I wish it was me
I wish I was the one you loved
not her, not the girl who gets pissed at something stupid
like trash on the ground that she threw on the ground
I still love can't you see?
After all this time, I really do
Even if she says your a jerk and an ass
I don't think you are deep down, I love you
Now it's a whole year since this thing started
when I started to feel for you
have dreams of our future
and believe you once liked me too
And yet I hear nothing from you
I hear from friends that it's true
that you maybe too like me as I do you
But will I ever find out?
Your graduating this year,
I still have a couple of years
but I knew you and I were perfect
or at least I thought so
Now I don't know
what either of our futures hold for us
I wish it had both of us in the same
but I know in the deepness of my heart it won't happen
You'll move on with your life
college
girlfriends
getting married
While I'm in High School
drowning in the homework and tests
while still thinking and dreaming of you
but I'll never get you, this I know
I love you
I love you deeply with
I love you deeply with all of my heart
I love you
I wish I could tell you
instead of writing this poem as I am right now
But I know that's not happening
anytime soon so I know I must move on
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Thanks! I sure hope so
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Guys can be so stupid! He will wish he was the one that held on to you. There is someone better than him out there for you! God bless!
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Thank you very much for your comment Jake.
I just felt like being honest in my poem that day I wrote it. I think I am going to move on. I hope to get a boyfriend one day that understands me for who I am.
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A very honest soliloquy. Hope all goes well with this guy - whether you get together with him, or push through the life lesson of learning to move on from love - it can be done and however painful life does go on.
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ok I see what you mean with line 20, it was something I kinda got mad at her because she would not pick up the trash that she threw on the ground just because it was not hers in the first place.
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Thanks guys! Glad for your support.
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i like it but it is awkard on line 20 and i dont get line 5
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i realy can relate to this poem its exactly what im into. thanks for sharing...
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Thanks. Yes I know it is sad. I really think (or thought) I loved him. I just want to know what goes through his mind. And I really just need a hug from someone
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Aww...this is sooo sad. That guy needs to have a wakeup call. I feel for you...It's so stupid how guys think they can treat us like we're nothing...Love the poem.
<3 Jenerali
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