Unhappy inconveniance

Words banging around,
Inside an empty skull,
I start to close my eyes,
& the memories become one.
I don't want to remember,
But I couldn't bear to forget,
It shouldn't be this way,
Promises & apologies
Will never mean anything now.
& I can't change these facts,
But still I can't move on,
I wish for it to be different,
Like we were happy all along,
& Forget about the tears now,
Cse again it doesn't matter,
Just do what you want to do,
Without holding back,
Because I know all I was,
Was an unhappy inconvenience.