Praying For Optimism

Your not alone. It only seems that way. There was never any silence. Your whispering screams sought to that. Take out the tape recorder. Listen carefully. There's no reason to apologise your innocent. If you decide to hit the wall again. Can you pay for the damage again. Top yourself and watch the world fall apart. My heart. My heart. My heart can't take this. Forget your education. Throw away the unwritten scripts. Live your life the way you want to live it. Another pill another day. One makes you live one makes you decay. Then fester away in your own soul.

Come back to the city where you lost your mind. Drink up your medicine that may make you blind. The benzine in the air is ravenous. It eats our flesh and makes the pus. The church is full of infected needles so go and pray. We are forgotten,the downtrodden. We are the scum,dead and done. But we won't disappear. Please god don't let us disappear.

Do you remember when the police caught us. Making love. How we laughed and cried. Barely survived but still in love. You left i moved on. Like atoms in the parasite. Can you deal with me posisoning myself with someone else. This is your chance to levae the girl and remember her. Soon all that's left will be a corpse made from other's blood. She won't forget you as long as you carry on. Burned my moonlight. Our hearts are sold again. In exchange for powder and fake new friends. So please if you care about me at all. You will take your soul and run.


Come back to the city where you lost your mind. Drink up your medicine that may make you blind. The benzine in the air is ravenous. It eats our flesh and makes the pus. The church is full of infected needles so go and pray. We are forgotten,the downtrodden. We are the scum,dead and done. But we won't disappear. Please god don't let us disappear.

You claim you are still innocnet. But no one there belives you. You can stay and stick to your word. Or come here and genuenly lose it. I once knew a boy who offered me everything. I once was a girl who knew nothing else to think. But i grew up and lost ignorance. He is still the same. With a dagger in one hand. He is trying to dig out the man. Take a draw on your cigarette. Feel no regret just understand. You will be able to escape. The world welcomes you. But that was never meant for me. So i'll become what i knew i'd become. A drunken hore with bloodstained hands.

Come back to the city where you lost your mind. Drink up your medicine that may make you blind. The benzine in the air is ravenous. It eats our flesh and makes the pus. The church is full of infected needles so go and pray. We are forgotten,the downtrodden. We are the scum,dead and done. But we won't disappear. Please god don't let us disappear.