Bottom of an Unmarked Grave

Everything is burning, burning down.
This smile that I fake for you just became a frown
Tonight is the night I'll never be the same again.
So listen very closely if you really are my friend.
It's not just a feeling. NO! My worlds burning down.
I'm beaten to a bloody pulp. I'm beaten to the ground.
I cant lie anymore. I'm not as strong as I say.
I'm never gonna get to run my world my way.
Collapsing into myself. I'm up against the wall.
Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault my hearts about to fall
down to the bottom of an unmarked grave.
My body's just a tool and my minds enslaved.
I hope somebody treats them all the way they treated me
But most of all, I just want somebody to come and set me free.
Can you blame me for being a killer at mind?
Their trying to take from me something that's clearly mine.
I'm cringing and I'm twitching like a man possessed.
It's killing me, its hurting more than you've ever guessed.
This is what I'm begging for. This is what I need.
This wish is out of pain, it's not out of greed.
I hope somebody helps them to the point they cant breath.
I hope somebody treats them the way they treat me.
I died a thousand years ago.Somehow, I'm still dying.
If someone told you I was sane. Well, somebody's lying.
She triggered all my pain on that fateful night.
I wasn't for the pain, I had to fight.
I was screaming, now I'm bleeding just to find it's a lost cause.
She cant hear me anyway so now I'm saying fuck off.
I'm feeling like the freak you see on the leash.
I'm falling to the floor. I'm living on my knees
begging for the answers that I just don't see.
You want to know the answers that I just cant give.
The answer to the problem "I don't know how to live"
Been locked away for so long, the light blinds me.
She couldn't understand my one and only plea.
"I just want to be normal and live my own life.
Now give me one reason to put down this knife!"
You cant! Your the reason that it's in my hand!
I'm beaten to the ground! I cant even stand!
"Now give me one reason that I shouldn't be pissed!
Cause I've run out of reasons not to slit this wrist!"