Now that your through does that mean
I can have a look?
Can I really still
like him? Now that you hate him?
Can I really
still love him?
Even though he was a jerk to you?
Can I?
Do I?
Do I really still care for him
Even with that dream I had?
Could I really?
I can't think right.
I want something to happen
But my mind, it's
confused and.....
I just don't know
what to do
Do I really
think what I feel?
Do I really
love him?
How could I when I see
what he did to you?
He treated you like a friend
not even more like someone you just met!
But does my heart role
over my mind?
Does it really know
what it feels?
Should I be thinking
about him like this?
I've dreamed about him,
both good and bad
What does it all mean?
Does it mean what I think?
I want him badly
but after all of this
Do I love him truely?
I wish I had a sign
Does he love me?
Does he want me?
I hope and I wish
that he does
Oh what do I do?
I've written about this many times
And yet I have no
sign to tell me
Do I follow my heart
or my mind?
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Thanks Ro!
Yea, I know that I'm the only one who can really answer all of those questions. When I wrote this last night I was bored and thinking about the whole thing and then the dream I had had (he died an odd way and I was there) so yea. Awekard.
Well, he was not really a jerk jerk but he did not act like a boyfriend. More just like a friend you barely know. That is one reason why I think the relationship never left the ground in other words.
1) he is a senior and she is a freshman (age can be a big thing in high school.)
2) maturisty levels
and just so much more. I don't think he was ready for a girlfriend. -
Wow...deffinitly a lot of hard questions that only you can answer. Most likely though if this guy was a real jerk to your friend then you got to take into consideration that he may be the same way towards you. I hope that things work out. This was very good, could deffinitly tell that you are conflicted and dont know what to do. Good job! Talk to ya later sis.
Ro
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