I never got to say goodbye

I never got to say goodbye
My dearest father
there you layed saying you will die.
Here I stood still so angry with you.
I said I'll call you later and never called you.

Now your gone and not with me and I never got to say goodbye.
You were trying to tell me you were leaving me.
And yet I was so mad I couldn't even say my goodbye.

Well pa, My anger is gone and That is all I say when I go to visit you, "goodbye" I never got to say I forgive you, I never got to ask you to please forgive me. I never got to say I love you just one last time.
One thing I surely do know, I MISS YOU!!!. I cry for you. My heart aches for you! I just want to be with you. I want to hug you. I want to say I love you, just one last time.

You were trying to tell me you were sorry and to say goodbye.
My goodbye never came. But there you went. I will always be saying my goodbye untill oneday I will be saying "Hi!" again. Untill that day Here is my Goodbye.
 
With Love,
Your Daughter