He's Gone

Where has he gone I wonder
I feel as if I have been  mislead
He's vanished without a trace
Now agian alone in this place

I know this feeling all to well
It brings me the closest I've been to hell
It's the worst when they don't say goodbye
Then he sealed it with a bunch of lies

I wonder what he thinks when alone at night
Does he relise that I was his only light
Now the demons of his abandenment creep
Here I am not able to sleep

My heart feels torn bleeding in agony
I wonder what kept him from just saying to me...
Amanda I've had it Ino longer love you

I know now I was foolish to give my heart away
Knowing in the back of my head the games he'd play
But now it's to late I'm to far gone
It will be a miricale to to trust ,to bond

I ended my life as I new it to be
When I met this man I longed to be free
In his love I wanted to dwell
With open eyes I jumped and I fell

Now only to sit here and cry
asking myself ..
But why, but why
What could I have done to make him see
That he promised forever just him and me

I will pick up the peices of my heart
finding away to get a fresh start
I know that  he must hurt as much
because he said we were destined and such

Its sad to know I'll live without his arms around me tight
But i'm okay I'll put up a fight
Maybe God will bring him back to this life we shared
Maybe then he'll see how much I care

Untill that day
I will save a place deep inside
To be untouched
where I can hide
In this place no one else will see
Just how much he means to me

I will hold on tight as hell
To all the reasons that I fell

God I pray
Send him home
Send him my way
Send  him here to stay
Amen