Let’s get something straight
Once and for all
I don’t call, I’m not taking a fall
And the wall that you encased around my heart?
I retrieved it before it turned to hate
This is straight into the bloodstream
Of your consciousness
You’re a hot mess
And to think I was considering you to be part of
The process that allowed me to survive any test
This is straight into your brain
Your visual cortex
You can perplex me no more
I know the score, 2 + 2 IS four
I’ve reached the shore after months of
Swimming in the abyss of misery
Leave
me
the
fuck
alone
My heart is now the happy home of clear tranquility
But please, continue to talk about me
Cuss at me
And don’t forget, lie to me
Yes, I said lie to me
It’s what you’ve done best
Never was I worthy of the rest of your heart
Only the part that you wanted me to hold
Not the part that’s rampaging and cold
Bold enough to tell me that I think with my dick
That’s a trick, for wasn’t that the dick that
Made your mind and body click??
Oh wait, that was a lie too
But look at me, no ‘boo hoo hoo’
On my end, just my ability to depend on my own character
This is no subliminal message
I want this to be loud and clear
And anyone that holds you or I dear
Will see it and know I have no fear
And know exactly what I’m talking about
Attack my character??
Fine, let your mind revolve around your own reality
You and your version of “Must-See-Me, Me, Me”
Can just go away now and let me be
I wish it was chapter I could re-write,
I would have never written it in the first place
What a waste
Every fucking moment
I would have left it in space
And while flawed and imperfect,
I know when enough is enough
And I’m not that tough to be beaten on time and time again
And when the ticking time bomb goes off
And like the leaf that blows in the wind
The reality is you were still never the thing I needed most
To be my friend
In a list
Spare no details, tell me exactly what you think about this ....
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Wow, That was intense and raw (at least those are the two words I think of when I read it).
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Well sweetz, some people just won't get a clue, ya know??
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Whoa!
Okay then, Loud and clear indeed.
To the point it has taken the stand.
Baby, you need a hug
and a kiss
Stay strong and leave the past where it is...never to look back.
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I'm done looking back, I just wish they'd stop looking ....
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This was so out there.. As I was reading I almost had to stand back because it was so "up in your face". Not saying that is a bad thing..it was so direct.
Sometimes you feel better once you get these feelings out...kind of takes the pressure off.
Very well done. I will make sure to contact you when I need to put someone in their place...
Soulful Woman
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Yeah, I just had to "go there" once and for all. And yes, while I felt ok to begin with, I feel even better now.
Closing unwanted and unnecessary chapters in life can do that, ya know?
Thanks again!!
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Wow! So impressive! I was amazed how u could be so raw, w/ passion and u have some real skills here delivering such harsh blows to this person. -theQueen"
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Yeah, well ... my Friday the 13th got off to a bad start, so I just had to respond.
Glad you liked it though ..... *muah*
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