Just Another (crappy) Sad Song

I'm forcing myself to breathe
I think there's something wrong with me
But I can't quite put my finger on it

I'm wasting my life way
This shit will all end one day
But I can't quite stay wait for it

I'm hanging from the gallows
I'm hanging for my life to get better
I'm grabbing on to hopeless dreams
This is exactly how it seems

I'm crying myself to sleep
I don't think I should be this deep
But I just keep getting deeper

I'm trying fight for life
But life was never worth the fight
It only makes me more tired

But this can't be the only way out
I'm waiting for a resolution now

I'm hanging from the gallows
I'm hanging on for my life to get better
I'm grabbing on to hopeless dreams
This is exactly how it seems

But this can't be the only way out
I'm waiting for a resolution now
If I do take the easy way out
I'll find some way to cover it up, some way somehow