I Hope You Pay For What You Did

We were together for the longest time
I gave my body to you
And yours to mine
I can't believe how stupid I was
To ever think we'd stay together
You were my life
My one and only love
But if I had known
What the future held
I would have broken your heart
Before my life became hell
Why did you do it
Why did you break my heart
Now you and your girlfriend
Are tearing me apart
You don't understand
How hard this is for me
Do you even understand
What you meant to me
You were my love
My life, my all
I wrote poems for you
But now they're all wrong
You made me feel loved
You made me feel safe
Now all I feel
Is all the hate
I hate you for forgetting me
For not caring about me at all
You used to feel so much for me
Now you feel nothing at all
I can't believe my hatred for you
It burns with all it's streangth
I keep having to hold back
My feelings before I
Go on a rampage
I feel so angry
And so full of pain
I just have one thing to say to you
Stay away from me
You and your girlfriend
Have no reason to hate me
I did nothing to you
And now she doesn't like me
I try talking to you
To make me not hate you
And you promise you'll talk
But you've proven me wrong
I thought you actually still cared for me
At least, that's what you keep saying
But now you little devil
I hope you die
In a very bad way
Like falling from the sky
How about fire torching your body
Or snakes eating away at your flesh
How about being gassed out
When you can't hold your breath
You've ruined my life for the last time
Now I think it's time
For you to know what pain is like
Pain is something you can't get rid of
Hurt is how I feel right now
Hatred is when I feel like killing you
You took my compassion
And my caring heart
And you broke them into peices
They cannot be put back together
For any reason
What you did to me was stupid
I can't believe I trusted you
You ruined my life forever
And now I don't know whats true
Your girlfriend needs to leave me alone
Before I kill her soon
She doesn't need to call me a whore
I did nothing wrong to you
Both of you just stay outta my life
For I don't know how much
More I can take
Stop trying to give people advice
Because you can't take your own
I don't know how long i'll hate you
If it fades then you'll be glad
But if it stays forever more.....
Then your life will be pure hell
Move on from me
And then you'll see
How precious your life is
But if you come near me
Or try to see me
You'll wish you never had
I'm sorry I feel this way
I wish I didn't
But you did this to me
And you can't fix it
I hope you pay for what you did
And I hope you learn your lesson
Before you try loving again
Just think about what happened
What happened to us
What happened to me
How I feel
And how we should be
Just think about that
And tell me what you think
For now goodbye
And tell your girlfriend
To not contact me
The next time she does
I won't be nice
I won't take your advice
And she'll hate me forever
And she'll hate you too
Because I know one thing
You're mother doesn't
And... oh boy.... she'll find out
Sooner or later you'll have to pay hell
Just think about that the
Next time you talk
Or call me a whore
Or send me a card
Just remember how I feel
And how you should treat people
Remember these things
And you'll be okay
I really have nothing else
To say
But please... i'm begging you...
JUST GO AWAY!