Dear Diary

I'm supposed to be the mature one
Who looks after the littlens
and when she's ill mum

I was aupposed to have been the one
To stop the littlens from talking to strangers
but I wasn't and now one of thems in danger

She was grabbed awhen I turned my back
It was all my fault
I can't deny that fact

They found her lying in a stream
not far from where we live
It is the stupidest thing I ever did

My coinscience won't shut up
and I can't get rid of that
horrible feeling in my gut

I didn't mean for her to get killed
now I hate the way I feel

I have voices in my head
telling me to say goodbye
take my own life

I have decided she needs me
I have decided I'm going to leave

I have wrote a note
and attached it to one of her
favorite dollies
saying one word sorry

so I shall join her tonight
then I can look after her
make everything right...