If I had a little hope...

A little peace lingers
So long as we lay
Quiet in dilemma
Wishing life away

The way things are looking
I’d rather walk alone 
The walls are shaking
Because your words could shatter stone

And what have I gotten into?
My heart is racing and you’re
You’re perfectly still
What have I gotten into?
I can feel the world breaking
For the way love won’t bend
And suddenly it’s been my fault 
I’m listening and mistaking
All the lies for apologies again

Contentment lays a blanket
But comfort leaves a lack
Nothing will be okay
Loneliness settles as fact

And what have I gotten into
You’re way too much for me
What have I gotten into
So deep that I can’t see
I’ve been lost before but not like this
The only way to see past this bliss
Is ignorance

And what have I gotten into?
My heart is racing and you’re
You’re perfectly still
What have I gotten into?
I can feel the world breaking
For the way love won’t bend
And suddenly it’s been my fault 
I’m listening and mistaking
All the lies for apologies again

A whisper in the silence
That’s been in this house for days
I’d call it a home but
We’re leaving anyways

If I had a little left of hope
Maybe we could turn this around
No, the way I see it
Everyone will let you down
What have I gotten into
Because it’s not enough for you