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and at first i couldnt see
how happy i became
just talking, listening

i was then so carefree
so sheepishly lame
while flirting, charming

it then met its end
i began to feel alone
so fucking confused

realizing what didnt blend
connected to the misery ive shown
so unlucky, abused

the more that we speak
the farther i fall
progressively, deeply

my world is so bleak
you help erase it all
unknowingly, genuinely

you seem to be in often thoughts
and even in some dreams
i long, i wish

my stomach works itself in knots
my heart, it constantly screams
we belong, forget the fish

your beauty crawls beneath my skin
and caresses my bone, my soul
probe, infatuate

i cant help but give in
and allow repair to this empty hole
overgrown, inflate

-i can not ignore this
it wont just go away
you are my bliss
the sunset after everyday-