My heart is missing. At least its empty. The love that wanted to fill it up has been lost. Turned away as if it were nothing more than a cupfull of water. So simple of an action with such a drastic outcome. Without anything in a heart it begins to sicken and rot. Its shown into a dark hall where its left to wait out the rest of its life.
This is what is missing in my life. The ability to love as everyone else loves. Not the opportunity for those two things are very different. I have every opportunity to love. Just the ability. It died a few days ago. Its weeping inside and just waiting for the healing process to begin.
Someone told me today that I spoke as if I were dying inside. I guess truth be told, i am. There's nothing left of myself to give. I gave everything I had all at once.. only to have it scorned. I will survive though. We always do. Though our hearts be weak and brittle, once again there will come that love that fills them back up to the brim so that that little cup of love overflows once more.
As for right now though... I'm Empty.
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I am still waiting for mine to heal....I have been waiting for almost 3 years
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oh how i wish you could know how precious you are, how wonderful you are and that there is someone out there for you and you only - the pain and emptiness is all too palpable right now, i understand that. I am so sorry to hear that things are not going the way we thot, hoped, prayed would go. . .I have a hard thing to say to you - - you are going to hurt for a while, there is no getting around that fact, you will always remember this situation, but the truth is that you are going to make it through, you are going to find the love, the peace, the hope your heart so deserves, it just may take a while. meanwhile, hang on to this, i care about you. Blessings and best wishes, ~r.
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I understand I will hurt for awhile, and I understand that maybe she's not the best thing in the world for me either. But i loved her and it hurts that love wasn't returned. I will survive, i always do.. just for awhile i'll sit in the dark and lick my wounds until i feel able to face the world again.
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