Do you know how hard it is
To live like me?
To look in the mirror
And hate what you see?
To cry every night
Until you fall asleep?
To make every cut
A little too deep?
To try so hard
Not to cry?
To live your life
Wanting to die?
Do you know how hard it is
To live like me?
To go through life knowing
You might never be happy?
To live every day
Like the one before?
To go home and cry
In a corner on the floor?
To sleep at night
Dreaming of death?
Never knowing which one
Might be your last breath?
To see every scar
You made with that knife?
To know you'll feel pain
All through your life?
Do you know how hard it is
To live like me?
To know deep inside
This is all you'll ever be?
It's not easy.. Being me.
Author notes
So it's MORE about my past life.. But still a little true for now. Just a few certain parts are only about my past. But it's all true. I'm still a happy person.. Just sometimes.. I get depressed. That's life, I guess.
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AWESOME
i love this poem..
i know i make comments to other poems..
but when i do make comments i really mean it..
and for now, i love this poem!!!
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Oh my gosh...
This is very sad. Makes Aaron very sad. But yeah, I'm glad that you're at least happy sometimes. That makes everything worth it, don't you agree? We'll work on it.. At least we know we'll always have eachother, right? I'm sorry things are so tough for you right now, and I'll keep doing my best to help you through them, okay? 
I love you, babe!
Love,
Aaron -
holy sh*t on toast! this was awesome!!...thts all i can say keep writing!!!...the 1st verse tho was a bit like the lyrics of mcr in the intro of their album...still great write!!
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LOVE IT!!!
WELL I can realate to all that because thats the only thing I feel and think about I love your poem allot I hope you can look at mine one day keep writting your good
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well i want you to know that you should never take anything out on your self.. yes its ok to cry but just leave the cutting part out. you may not kno it but you have so many pple who care about you.. i mean i dont know you but if you ever need anybody im here.
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i love it. i can realy relate to it. that is like how i feel every day.
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Perfect.
Wow. This is amazing and exactly how I feel. This makes perfect sense. My simple advice is to hold on. Don't take the coward's way out. You hit this on the nail exactly. One word that really sums this up is Perfect. -
Awhh trishyface
This was really good.
I like the ending
I related to it well
:]]
I know our past lives were hard...
but we got through it and are greater people today
ILY!
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