let me go?

I'm sitting here shaking in fear
He may strike again
As i try not to shed a single tear
He's not getting better
He just held it in for awhile
Now he's letting it all out on me
Hitting me
Throwing things at me
Telling me to go die
As if he doesn't know that I'll really do it
I'm dying anyway from the inside out
He's killing me
and she's she's not helping me
Maybe I should die
Things are only getting worse
They're never better
Maybe I deserve it
He said the only thing I did wrong to him
Was the fact that I was born
When he strikes me
all she says is "I don't blame him,
If i was him I would have
knocked the sh!t out of you by now"
God just take me out of my misery?
I no longer want this
I don't want my life
I don't want any of it,
just let me go???
Why shouldn't i go
No one wants me here
and i don't want to be here
so whats the point?
There isn't one
so again please just let me go?