I'm shaking
my arms are hiding my face
but then they move
my left arm is tense
my right is nothing
i see the knife
its right in front of me
oh how i want it to pierce my skin
but I'm scared
scared to see the blood
scared to feel the pain
does that make it wrong?
its silver
and shiny
and sharp because its brand new
oh how i want to cut
but I'm scared
too scared
its probably a good thing
they would yell
now my right arm is tense
i feel rigid in my seat
like I'm lost
and i know i am
i shake
and i cant stop it
it always happens
always and always and always
don't take away my knife
because i want to see it
to remember the pain
and maybe feel it once again
but I'm scared
and weak
and lost
in the nothingness that seems to surround me
right now
at midnight on a Monday night
but now its Tuesday
another day
another chance to cut
another day to stop being so scared.
this is more personal ramblings than a poem. i just wrote it then and its all that came out. sorry if its not to your liking.
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Awesome
This is like a gruesom style dark poem yet the flow is really well adapted. I really enjoye dhow the poem penned itself away and also how well it is done. any ways very nice work all round and enjoyed the idea through out this poem. I don't see this as a rambling on and on like poem I see this as a poem with deep feeling and thought through out. nice work and keep up the good work sis
Bro 
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i understand where all these came from...
like they all say
you are not alone
smile beautifully -
It's good to be scared beautiful, it honestly is. If you can scare yourself out of ever scarring your body for life then you can do anything.
This is really really great, and another day is another chance to make your wrongs right and your future good.
I'm a cutter, you know that, but I'm working on being an EX-cutter.
Mwahs and I love ya sweets.
Don't cut. Ever. It's bad. It's evil. I'm the good evil, cutting is the bad evil.
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baby...
upon your dead body is right. you never have to hide your feeling defently not in poems. its a good poem tho im kinda worrid bout the meaning.
lov ya -
you shouldnt appoligize for what you feel, ever. your poem is really full of emotion, which is plain to see. dont worry, you're not alone.
xoxox keep writting
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