Love in Pain

My heart aches so much and yet is filled with hope.
These two opposite emotions tear me apart and reality doesn't make it any easier.
The pain, the tears, the yelling and screaming
The constant reminder of failure and yet the contradiction of blessing?
I'm lost in this tormenting darkness of confusion.
Everything I touch isn't there
Everything I feel is nothing but a imaginary sensation created by the false hopes of my parched desires.
One truth, that's all I have....
And though it leaves no part of my soul unscathed
I hang on to it.
Though it drowns me in all my pain from the past
Reopens the scars that took me years to sew together...
I hang onto it.
This truth...
This promise...
Is your love...my love...our love.
Only your love could make me endure the pain
Only your love can complete me
Only your love is worth my love.
Hanging onto you, my love, is all I have.