Away From Here

Someone saved me from the places I’ve been
Then changed into something more than a friend
God help me, I love him, but he doesn’t know I exist
When I’m alone, he’s the only one I miss
Watch it all go up in blue flames
Tattered trust and fading faith are to blame
There’s no antidote for this chemical romance
I think the whole worlds in a half-hearted trance
And Dork hats cant prove a thing
When all the thing you never said still makes my ears rings.
You took back all the things that I loved
You said you didn’t mean to take my heat and cut it up
I convinced myself that it would be okay
..but strangely I only wanna be with you today
You changed the concept of love into hate
I think this is the worst massacre to date
You works became spoken with a sharper tongue
So much for being your only one 
flaming red hair or sandy blond?
Without either, I don’t think I could go on
One makes me laugh, one makes me hope
But both make me think this love thing is just a joke
I just can’t stand this
A love born of lies
And now you care
To see these scares cause my cries
Do you know what I used the blade you gave me for?
I’ll show you if you come sit down, make sure you lock the door
Don’t try to save me; you don’t know how
You never cared before so why start now?
To many long nights
Where you just never called back
And to many plotted messages
Convincing me I was under attack
So many shattered dreams that I brought and cant replace
You ignore the tangled mass of tear stains on my bloody face
Angels with broken wings don’t even weep for this
I leap of faith I took for you cant even end in bliss