Jagged Little Edge

i d0n’t think [y0]u    u n d e r s t a n d.
u n d e r s t a n d  the ~PAIN~ of /l|0|0|s|i|n|g\ y0ur __life__.
YES, my__life__, 0r she /w|a|s\.


She /w|a|s\ name K.a.t.h.e.r.y.n.e/S.a.m.a.n.t.h.a/A.n.t.h.0.n.y.
She /w|a|s\ b0rn 0n [May 14, 2oo1].
She /w|a|s\ t0day [April o4, 2oo7].


{0dd} thing is she !KiLLeD! herself.
D0ing the m_a_t_h are we?
YES, she !KiLLeD! herself at the i/n/n/0/c/e/n/t age 0f **five**.
W..a..n..n..a kn0w [wh]y?
Her BIG s-i-s-t-e-r  [  l e f t || h e r  ].
She !KiLLeD! herself [March 31, 2oo6].
Her xXbest=friendXx |g|0|n|e.
Her s-i-s-t-e-r-s birthday is [April o6, 1989].
Still d0ing the m_a_t_h?


[I|n|s|e|p|a|r|a|b|l|e] they were.
XXPartners_in_CrimeXx we called them.
Always ^up^ to s0mething.
And then I j0in[ed] and Sissy had another t0 call “s.i.s.t.e.r”
P00r Sissy /w|a|s\**five** but talked and k.n.e.w much by this age.


Lil’ Sissy with__DaRk.ReD.hAiR__and very I-N-T-E-N-S-E green__eyes.
A.l.w.a.y.s in her l-i-t-t-l-e >>sail0r suit<< with the w0rn 0ut >>penny l0afers<< and the runny >>st0ckings<<.
A.l.w.a.y.s ^^l00king_up^^ and surprising us with her pr0mises of t.0.m.o.r.r.0.w.


But there is N0 p.r.0.m.i.s.e.s__0f__t.0.m.o.r.r.0.w for her.
0nly p.r.0.m.i.s.e.s__0f__y.e.s.t.e.r.d.a.y.s  [p][a][s][t][s].
And if 0nly s.o.m.e.0.n.e had h.e.a.r.d her maybe she w0uld have lived.


She s.p.0.k.e with a v.0.I.c.e but t0 every0ne but me she was silent.
She cried al0ud but it was muffled i/n/n/0/c/e/n/c/e.
[G0d]dess, if we 0nly knew we w0uld have been T-H-E-R-E.


And f0r me there is n0t p.r.0.m.I.s.e.s__0f__t.0.m.0.r.r.0.w.
F0r my sunshine is […G0NE…].
Her >>rays>> NeVeR t0 shine again {AGAIN}.


N0 m0re l0ng t.a.l.k.s of her being a wRiTeR.
  N0 m0re l0ng t.a.l.k.s ab0ut her >>new_poem<<.
    N0 m0re endless h0urs of d.o.i.n.g each 0thers nails.
      N0 m0re endless h.0.u.r.s 0f d0ing each 0thers hair.
        N0 m0re c.0.m.p.l.a.i.n.t.s 0f the dirty >>sail0r suit<<.
          N0 m0re c.0.m.p.l.a.i.n.t.s 0f the w0rn 0ut >>penny l0afers<<.
            N0 m0re c.0.m.p.l.a.i.n.t.s 0f the runny >>st0ckings<<.


{0dd} thing is we a.L.w.A.y.S told her [2]to C-H-A-N-G-E but she will be w.e.a.r.i.n.g it 4eva{f0rever} more.


She was name K.a.t.h.e.r.y.n.e/Sa.m.a.n.t.h.a/A.n.t.h.0n.y.
She was b0rn 0n [May 14, 2oo1].
She died t0day [April o4, 2oo7].


Lil’ Sissy with__DaRk.ReD.hAiR__and very I-N-T-E-N-S-E green__eyes.
A.l.w.a.y.s in her l-i-t-t-l-e >>sail0r suit<< with the w0rn 0ut >>penny l0afers<< and the runny >>st0ckings<<.
A.l.w.a.y.s ^^l00king_up^^ and surprising us with her pr0mises of t.0.m.o.r.r.0.w.


ITS SEEMS THAT FATE WILL ALWAYS BE CRUEL TO ME. FATE........[M.y.J.a.G.g.E.d.L.i.L.e.D.g.E]