I just want to give up...
but I cant... and there's nothing I can do to escape...
I can scream all I want... nobody will hear me...
I can cry till I bleed... but nobody will see me...
I can hit them as hard as I can... but they still wont feel it...
I'm just standing in the backgroung now...
waiting... to fade away...
because thats all I can do...
just wait...
and let these haunting thoughts consume me...
until I am no more...
perhaps then I'll find peace...
and be able to breathe again...
but for now...
I'll have to endure the pain...
even until I go numb...
I'll still have to suffer from these thoughts...
plagueing my wasting mind...
thousands of emotions and voices...
rushing through me and echoing inside...
even in my sleep...
nightmares even when I'm awake...
but nobody can save me...
I've given up trying to find them...
perhaps I'm not meant to be saved...
maybe I was meant to suffer...
but why? what have I done?...
oh well... It doesnt matter now anyways...
the light burns... and the darkness soothes...
so that is where I'm heading...
into the darkness... where no one can find me...
but they dont want to find me anyways...
why should they?... I'm nothing...
I'm a shadow of what I used to be...
nothing more... and getting less...
soon I'll be nothing...
but thats ok...
It doesn't matter anyway............
Author notes
Now where did those anti-depresants go? Oh! There they are! *munches cookies*
A contest entry
- P.A.I.N. by PoEtS-bLeEd-InK.
375 points, ended April 15, 2007, 26 entries
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nice. this was very good. It was filled with so much emotion. I can understand how it feels to feel like nothing. Like nobody cares. This was written beautifully. thank you for entering it into the contest.
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Wow!
Really an incredible poem. Fit's the contest so well. The emotion is so intense, if sad. Good luck in the contest.
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thanks for the comment!
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You're welcome.
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but it does matter and you should have to feel like it doesn't ... I loved these lines ...
but for now...
I'll have to endure the pain...
even until I go numb...
they were very powerful
and the last dew lines were very good as well ... I hope that all turns out ok ... I really did like this poem, it fits the contest well!!!!!
good luck in the contest!
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I wrote this during one of my recent depressing stages and I spilled my guts out through this poem... thanks for the comment!
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