I walk by my mother every day
And put a smile on my face
Nothings going to change
I keep reminding myself
Each and Every day
That this is my life
And that is never going to change
How can a person smile after all they have suffered?
I keep asking myself that each time I'm with her..
But how did my life change after all I have suffered
Well hear me out today I'll tell you what I'm after
I put a smile on my face
After each time she hit me
Because I dream of a place
That she can't even touch me
How did I do it, It must been something hard?
I just smile, close my eyes, dream of a place that will seem very far
This is how I suvive the abuse, each and evey hit
To this day my wounds never healed
I'm still crying for this
I Walk With A Smile
Because I'm about to go
I Walk With A Smile
So my emotions show
That deep inside I'm still hurting
From abuse that hit me
You said I couldn't prove it
Well my sisters was with me
Each and Every hand that you ever laid
Each and Every emotion that you say
Will aways be in my head in each and every way
So this is how I suvived by putting a smile on my face
Because things are about to change....
Author notes
About what my mom did and abused me...this happened 4 days ago and still makes me cry a night that such a thing could happen...
dragontuba..also know as Stephen Arthur Zogal
A contest entry
- There IS Life After The Abuse {Contest} by Viyanna Rosemarie.
800 points, ended May 1, 2007, 20 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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This is a good poem, but very sad that it is still happening to you. I hope you can get yourself out of the painful situation. Best of luck to you in the contest, and with the rest of your life.
~Kate~ -
this poem really did touch me , how I remenber all the beating i got from the hands os my parents , I am so sorry you are going thu this ,if you need to talk i have a good shoulder you can lean on
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i will let this stand as i see a vast difference between this and the first entry. i only hope that behind the forced smile you can find true healing. good luck in this contest. viyanna rosemarie
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Thank you for your support at this troubling time for me..
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