[ wants to cry yell do something to make it stop ]

wants to cry yell do something to make it stop
wants to say stop hurting me
wants to say why why are you doing this to me

looks up at his ugly face
looks at his determination at getting what he wants
looks at his sly smirk

doesn't know what to do
doesn't want to get in trouble
doesn't want to say no out loud

b/c afraid of getting hurt more

furious for letting him do that to me
furious for being scared
furious at my dad for hurting me

Author notes

these was my thoughts and after thoughts when my dad was sexually abusing me no he didn't not rape although i think he wanted to also give me feed back

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myrataal
October 7, 2008
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Deadly Sinner 2008
April 20, 2007

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Wow
wow this is really sad but yet truthful I too was sexually abused but not by my dad but by my biological mom's boyfriend when I was only 2years old. hit me back
~Deadly Sinner 2007