Dear Mom

I am sick and Tired
I am sick and tired
Of your lectures of nagging,
I know you are trying to stop me from making mistakes
But I need to make them.

I am sick and tired
Of you telling me do this do that,
And the consequences that will happen if don’t do it
Why can’t you understand that life is hard enough.

I am sick and tired of you not understanding
That I am scarred of life at the moment,
So many changes
So many paths and I have to decide to take.

I am sick and tired
Of  all the voices telling me what’s best of me,
Doesn’t any one understand that I cannot be perfect
That I cannot map my life out in ten seconds and have that perfect.

I am sick and tired
Why cannot any one understand that I am an emotional wreck
I am scarred
I am confused
I am depressed
I am happy
I am sad
I am lost
I am emotionally drained
I am tired
I am unsure

I am sick and tired
Of  being confused bout this this life,
So why can’t you understand
I don’t need your lectures or what you think is best for me.
I need you to understand and tell me that even though
I may mess up that’s okay,
Because no matter how many times I mess up you will be there
Telling me things will turn out alright.

I love you and I know you are looking out for me
But please try to understand I just need to stand by me,
I am telling you I am sick and tired
And I need you to catch me when I am falling.