It doesn’t matter what I want
It doesn’t matter what I need
It doesn’t matter if cry
It don’t matter if I bleed.
If I decided to pack my bags and go
No one would ask me to stay
No one would beg or plead
Or stop me from going away
Sometimes I find life ok
Sometimes I want to die
Sometimes I want to live
But everyday I ask myself why
But no matter how I act
No matter how I’m seen
I am never showing the real me
Im just a masked tragedy
It doesn’t matter what I want
It doesn’t matter what I need
It doesn’t matter if cry
It don’t matter if I bleed.
People push their happiness in my face
They make me see what I lack
And even though it doesn’t really show
It’s fucking killing me
Take me away
Let me leave
I don’t ever want to see
Your love in front of me
I wish this would stop
I never wanted this to be
I’m turning into something
I don’t want my friends to see
I feel the stain of tears
As my tears begin to flow
And I want all of you to know
That I’m sorry for being me
I’m sorry
It doesn’t matter what I want
It doesn’t matter what I need
It doesn’t matter if cry
It don’t matter if I bleed.
And please…
Don’t tell me that it does
Because it doesn’t to me
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I feel really lost and alone...and I dunno what to do.
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this is an amazing write, i feel your emotions flowing through to me and frankly that is what writing is all about. Great job.
~erica~
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great
great poem! i can really relate to the emotions in it.i loved every bit of it!
XxXsTePhEnXxX
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Hey there, thanks for the comment! I love your display name too!
Shady Lane
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I'll help you and you should expect it!!
Gosh tommy. I am your BESTFRIEND!
How am I meant to not care. I know I have my own problems but I'm better at helping others.
Iloveyou.
:-)
Your my fwend..
Lol.
(had mushrooms for dinner so SOMEONE might have used wacky ones. Lol.)
ttyl.
Cazza
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MAGIC MUSHIES!!! WOOOT!!!
I know Caz, but I dont want to be a burden to anyone. But thanks! I love ya too.
Tommy xo
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Sweety i have this overwhelming urge to
you, your sadness breaks my heart and brings tears to my eyes, you matter to me, I would care if you left...I will always be here if you need someone to talk to, someone who will listen, not judge, just care
Cath xx
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Thanks so much for your kindness. I really do appreciate it, and your comment too
Tommy
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And please…
Don’t tell me that it does
Because it doesn’t to me
if you really mean this then why do you expect people to help you? I know how it feel to be alone...and yes life is fucked up....but friends can help...
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I'm not asking for help...nor am I expecting any.
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Hey there I know how you feel,Im going through it myself.You wrote this really well.
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Lonliness is just a part of life, I'm afraid... I've lived with it, and am still living with it. There is hope, which is good news for those of us who think we're surrounded by pain...
A nice, intreguing write. I like the flow, but the rhyme seems a bit icky to me. All the best, Zach
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hmm
yeah i felt the same for awhile like it didnt matter if i was happy i didnt care so i thought no one else should care either and i started to push them away but trust me thats the thing u dont want to do... but its a great write its full of emotion!
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