Each and everyday
I block out my friends
I try to hide away my true feelings
Till the school day ends
Trying to move on
Is like waiting for hell to freeze over
You just wait and wait
But your waiting just gets slower
I hide away
My tears of pain
Trying to keep them hidden
So my secret can remain
I don't want people
To see the real me
Cause my tears and problems
Will cause them grief
People don't see
Why i continue to hide
If they were me
They knew why i hide from my life
I have been through so much
It's like i not even here
I go to my room and weep
And continue to shed these tears
At midnight each night
I wake in tears
Wondering why
I have suffered all of these years
So i continue to hide
To try and block my pain
And wondering will anyone know
Why my pain remains
Please tell me what you think
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i can't beleive that so much pain can be written into something so beautiful
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thanks.........i have had a lot of bad times in my life
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i see not of any force in the structure...a good flow and simple in conviction....in essence a good poem..
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thanks
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i know exactly how that is, it sucks really bad when you want to show someone the real you and then you can't because you hid for so long. I still can't get through it and that is why i lost my first and second gf. My parents know nothing about me because i've dug a habit so deep that i don't even know im doing it. Its hard to find anyone you can really trust today, it all just gets bottled up. This is a really, really good poem, it gave me a lot of insight about you. Thank you for writing this.
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no problem.
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i always hide how i feel i find web sites like this help me say how i feel! i've also been through alot few people know my perents dont realy relize what i've been through. So you can talk to me i'll talk back.
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don,t hide.you have to talk to someone about this.if you hide it will becom wares.plz tell someone about this.you need to!do it!
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no one knows how i feel about my life. i have been through a lot i think there is only 5 of my friends that know the full story of my life
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