Crumbled disguise

I don't care that you're hurting,
I don't care if your scared,
I want you to fucking know,
That your pain is shared.

You push and pull again,
But too far this time,
I don't know if I can forgive again,
You're so out of line.

It's like you want to hate me,
And I don't understand,
You blame it all on me,
But it's done by your hand.

Why can't you let go,
Of the shit that we've done,
The past is the past,
& those moments have gone.

For I see no reason,
In trying to hang on,
To memories that are fading,
Though they once shone.

I hate you for making me feel,
Like I'm not worth your shit,
I feel smaller and smaller,
After each verbal hit.

This cannot be healthy
You're wearing me down,
It wont be much longer,
Before I hit the ground.

So show some compassion,
Tell me no more lies,
Crumble those walls,
Break down that disguise.