Drugs seem to be losing
there [sweet] taste of addiction
and the alcohol only seems
to numb away the pain
leaving those [imperfected]m e m o r i e s
clear in my mind, no blurring this time
They're as real as [you(and)]me
the you and me that used to be.
But we forgot our hearts;;
(far away in those winter skies)
I'm sitting here with an empty bottle
(not feeling) it's useless effects any longer
Immunity and {non}perfection
take their turn to shine above the rest
My eyes have forgotten how to cry;;
there aren't any tears left to soak.
Bloodshot eyes && sick to the stomach is a feeling
in the past i'll [never]return to.
Moving on is what he asked me to do.
"i can't love you anymore;;i can't do that to you"
Now im dreaming of those
empty-bittersweet memories
where we loved and drank in our sorrows
And in the end
we'd lost e v e r y t h i n g
we were nothing but heartache
[h i d d e n] in the starry-[plastic]-sky
a moment suspended in time
before we both broke the loop
there was nothing left
after this time around
[we'll never get back{what we were}
because it(all only)
faded with the time we wasted]
M. M. O'Malley
3-29-07
10:21 p.m.
Author notes
I have to say that everything for me has gotten easier. I don't think about him as much as i used to and i'm able to talk to him without thinking about how we used to be.
we're friends and that's enough for me...
i still love him though.
♥♥♥
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excellent
I am very glad to hear what you have written in your authors comments, he will always hold a special place, that doesn't go away but will be a very warm memory as you move to life and a new love. The write itself was fantastic, had a great flow. Enjoyed.
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Thanks sweetie...I'm glad you liked it.
When I wrote this I felt so much better, and then I wrote this other one, which ill post later...im moving on and it feels great. He'll be a memory and ill move on in life and find a new love, and im happy about that and happy its finally over.
Thanks again for reading.
Love
xChaosx
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