Bitter Realization

Insane..."drip drip drip" the steady drain, release of my pain. Ignorant to the ways of the world, and forgetting all I've learned. I chose this path, this tragedy. Bleed me of my sympathy, I'm blinded by my selfishness, currupt and still I breath, it aches. I remember those days. The silent days where words were whispered, but never professed as truth, now it's so apparent my eyes bleed at the sight of my own misery. I've built these walls that concelle my rage and pure insanity. I've left you all with thoughts of hate, erase the face you once found beautiful. My hollow eyes and crooked teeth, my pale flesh scared and bruised from underneath. This hell I release myself. The imoral acts seep onto everything else. Leaving a stain, thicker than the drain...so much more dense then the thoughts that got me here. I confess... I deny, I cry and I lie. I cannot foget what it's like, I will never feel disgust thicker than the rage inside. This is the truth, no lines to read between, no paradox, this is not a dream... this is the truth in all it's brutality. I love you so my friend, and i'm sorry.