My story, my way

I thought he loved me,
I thought he cared,
But the little prick,
Was not my friend.

I had loved him for a year,
He had said he loved me,
But when I left him alone,
He kissed some other girl.

He told me over msn,
Asked me to forgive him.
How could I?
He’d played with my trust.

I should’ve seen it coming,
But I was in wonderland,
Dancing with the fairies,
Loving an invisible man.

Half a year then passed,
I chatted to him again,
Also over msn,
I told him something I shouldn’t.

Feelings still confused,
I told him I still loved him,
What a stupid thing to do,
How did I still care?

My Great aunt died,
He came to my school,
I needed some love,
His second chance came.

He promised to always love me,
He promised he would phone me,
But the same small things,
Came back and couldn’t change.

I felt like he didn’t want me,
Never replied to my texts,
Never phoned me,
What could do?

I phoned him,
Told him it was over,
I had no other choice,
Haven’t spoken since.