as i lay alone
even my tears wont stay
they form puddles on my pillow
to get away
everything is leaving
my heart my soul my will
no one sees im bleeding
my blood runs further still
i wish i could leave me
and leave the numbing pain
i wish i could run away
but its in my cage im slain
i slowly learn to hate myself
i feel it slipping by
my youth my past my history
like a bird will fly
i need not understand it now
the people who walked away
i need not fear the hatred now
or wonder how much i must pay
i see how much i deserve it
the pain that just wont heal
i see that i have earned it
its my fate my destiny my kill
A contest entry
- depressed by serenity silvermoon.
450 points, ended April 4, 2007, 39 entries
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wow
this was a great poem very sad but great and there is no resign why people have run people like us down they ether can see it or know it and not want to i no i started cutting myself at the age of 8 years old and quit last year but i think about picking the nive up agian and doing it agian thanks for sharing and let god bless you and keep you sign dianna
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