i wander through thy thoughts

i'm sitting all alone
feeling all these things
wondering if its possible
to grow these sacred wings

many times i've ran
ever so far away
i pretended that i was something
that couldn't come back one day

i lost myself in me
and came out as something worse
i might as well have been dead
or at least in a hearse

i felt love thrice times
before i met you
i never could comprehend
the things that you would do

but nevertheless i found you
as though planned out by that fate
the days have grown together
as if splattered upon a plate

i grow and grow up still
into the undead
i wish so much for pain
that i become real dread

i'm hollow as i wander
deep into my thought
but at least i'm not alone
because with me you i've brought

i love you Kyle. Always and Forever.