senseless need to choose

My heart bleeds,
For senseless needs.
Unfair that I should only care,
That you won't want to share.

I entered the relationship not to lose,
But now it's like I had no rights to choose.
You mock me for the words I say,
Mock me more to make up for it another day.

I am not a puppet to be strung around,
I am not yours to push to the ground.
I made a promise to stick by your side,
Do not start with me about what collides.

I shouldn't have to pick between god or you,
Because if you make me, then we're through.
I am not going to scrafice a part of myself,
Like I'm an item for you to pick from a shelf.

I am not something to be tossed off when your done,
Just because I believe in the almighty only one.
You yell at me about being wrong,
But my dear it was you all along.

You can't admit it either when something isn't right,
It starts with just a tease, then goes to a fight.
I will not choose between you two,
Do not make me, we'll be through.

My heart bleeds,
for senseless needs.
And I am trying to fulfill a creed.
With each passing deed.