Just A Dream

I can see him with her, his arms around her waist,
I can hear their laughter, I’m as pale as paste.

She goes away, they share a kiss,
I cannot bear to watch, something is amiss.

Slowly, I gather up the courage, but it is quickly fleeting,
Suddenly, I go over and begin a conversation, almost silent speeches.

He kisses me full, like he always did,
A gentle one, full of love, we fall on the bed.

Rustling about, bodies tangled together, he stops,
I see a little circle, wrapped up all nice and neat,

She is there in the doorway, tapping her feet.
Demanding, she asks what goes on here,

I get up and run away, to get away from there.
She follows me, giving me hell, what was I supposed to do?

He was with me first, the man I gave myself to.
Suddenly I bolt up, I feel tears on my face,

My back is cold, my face overwhelmingly warm,
It feels as though I have awakened from a storm.

I look next to me and he is there, I curl up next to him,
It is all I can bear, he’s breaking softly, I hold him tight,

I never want to let go, I am in such a state of fright.