Frozen Sister

I lay in bed asleep one night
In a world of listless dreams
He came in my room and raped me in bed
Now I feel all torn and full of dread

Listless days I drink
Listless nights I smoke
I feel what she let him do
Her voice in the shadow of dark

I cried to her as she stood there
In the door watching
I felt a fraid and yet it seemed
She glared at me inside

I hate her I hate her
Oh why did she do it
She was such a sweet girl
Now gone and disingrated

She tore my heart
Now I think she deserves
What is coming to her
Put her in jail
Let her sit for a while
And think about what she has done

Thanks to them
I could have had a son
But lost it in all the pain
I'm sitting alone

Couldn't she feel my pain
Couldn't she feel my hurt
No! all the bitch did was stand and watch
In the lonley and terrible dark

Never in my life have I seen such a girl
As my low dead to me frozen sister
She ripped out my heart
Now I say goodbye

Maybe one day
I can cry and say
"I forgive you..."
Yet maybe just maybe
I can't find that secret ok.