IN LIFE THERE ARE PATHS WE CHOOSE.
PATHS THAT WE DESIRE OR ARE DESTINED TO.
INSPIRATIONS LOST AND FOUND.
DISASTERS IN OUR LIVES WE LONG TO TRASH AND POUND.
MY LIFE FOR EXAMPLE IS A MESS!
ALL I CAN MOSTLY THINK OF IS THE PAIN AND THE STRESS.
THOUGH I AM HAPPY ABOUT SOME THINGS THAT HAPPEN IN MY LIFE,
I FEEL THAT AFTER THAT COMES MY HELLISH PARADISE.
TEARS AND BITTERNESS FILLS MOST MY DAY AND TIME.
MAKING MY ATTITUDE GET DISGUSTING AND MY THOUGHTS COMMITING A CRIME.
I FEEL LIKE A LOSER SITTING HERE IN THIS ROOM,
I FEEL LIKE SETTING A TIME BOMB IN MYSELF- WAITING TO BURST WITH A HUGE BOOM!!
I TRY MANY A TIMES TO BE POSITIVE,
AND SOMETIMES I AM...
BUT THEN SOMETHING OR THE OTHER HAPPENS, MAKNG ME FEEL LIKE A HAM.
FEELING ME RAGE AND UNPLEASANT WORDS, WHICH REALLY HURTS IN THE END.
AT THIS RATE I'M SO ANNOYED!
FEELING LIKE TRASHING EVERYTHING IN MY VOID.
BUT I KNOW THATS NOT HOW I SHOULD BEHAVE.
I WANT TO BE BETTER AND BETTER... NOT BECOME MORE AND MORE GRAVE...
- ESTHER LALDITSAK BUHRIL
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