My heart is getting heavy
my eyes are getting blury
your smile is upside down
and she stares at us
in a state of oblivion
Should we be happy
because she doesn't know?
Should the guilt weigh less
because she's so clueless?
Why is she so oblivious?
I feel word vomit abrupting
I need to tell her
Your eyes are pleading
for me to stay silent
and I do
I always said
I'll never be that girl
but you've made me that girl
that ripped her heart out
and she'll never know
I told you
that you weren't that guy
I told you
I loved you
I told you I understood
She loves you
and you love her
and you love me
and I loved you
but they weren't lying
when they said love is blind
My heart is heavier
and my eyes are more blury
as you walk away
holding her hand
she smiles and laughs
completely oblivous
It's not sad
because I want you
it's not sad
because I can't have you
It's sad because
she doesn't know
it's sad
because I lied to you
It's sad
because when I said I loved you
I was lying
and I'm that girl
that will be lurking
in the back of your mind
and the girl
who will hold a wedge between you and her
and she'll never know why
but I'll know
and so will you
that I'm that girl
that killed you two
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