dreams

Kisses upon a blade

The blood that streams

falls in tears down my face

My heart inside screams



These memories of happiness

They are lies

that make me a mess

Why didn't you hear my cries?



I want to be free

Not a monster here

Did you even love me?

the answer, I fear



One more kiss

One more bruise

Ignorance is bliss

In the end, bang, I lose



Laugh at me as you wish

My dying note

My pen's final swish

The words you fear, I wrote



Fraud, liar, coward

All the things you couldn't stand

The things you hurled inward

The things that made you less of a man



My haunting ghost

Only alive in your mind

You are my heart's beating host

Your lies intertwine



I don't exist

I never have

I am just your mind's wish

Something for you to point and laugh



This horrible truth you see

Comes at you and nocks you dead

All along you were me

You were your own enemy, your own friend



You pick up the gun

Its time for your lies to end

You watch the rising sun

To the ground, your body descends



I guess some lies,

some cries,

Aren't heard because the one screaming

Is the one dreaming.