My Different Thoughts

I close my eyes and think of life
Of what I’ve made
In the time I’ve had...

I think of how the petals of love
Held me so
But have pricked me also;
Both body and soul...

I think of my joy and laughter
Oh, how I love to laugh
It explodes from inside me
Like a bomb anticipating
To explode...

I think of my depression
And how it’s killed me some
The nights of never closing my eyes;
Just staring into the cold darkness
Gradually ascending circles being formed
Throughout my eyes...

I think of the supernatural
And the things I’ve seen...
In the dead of the night I awake and observe
A person just sitting there upon my bed
Watching me...

The energy I feel
And that I can create
It’s pretty illuminating
Throughout all my being...
And the objects around me...

I put these all together
In my might and mind
And can’t help but think
That I’ve got something
Somewhat fine...

Interesting things
Have happened in my life...
Maybe no one knows them all...
But I do
And that’s all that matters...