Her or the Left hand path

I look in the bottle
The emptiness sets in
When I find
There are no more pills
To swallow
This arid, bitter feeling
Will have to lead me to tomorrow

Hitting the walls around
Feeling the emotion
Of the silvers, blacks, and blues
Feeling the loneliness
And then unfortunately
Feeling you

I did love you
You said you hate me
Your words are reminding me of who
I used to be
The AIR I used to breathe

I run
Of the right hand path
To the flames below

This is something unlike you’ve seen before
Tears
Start to pour
And I used to care
But not anymore

Who was thought to be
Just a small, lonely girl
You now start to realize
Is in a painful world
Of
Twist
And pull

You scream at me
Your shaky voice
speeding past

You are smothering me
As I imitate
What sounds like
A scream
Because
I will never
Erase the memory of you

The things around me
Become abstract
And blurred


Running on the left hand path
Guided by thy Prince of Darkness
Lights
And shattered glass
Waiting for me to run upon them
Yearning for my blood at last

The love and hate becomes contorted
Your love makes me see pain
His hate
Makes me assume
The power to reign

Tears scatter in all directions
As I lie
For imperfection

Love or hate
Pain or a riotous reign

This is the blood that runs through my mind
These are those question
Which answers we can never find

Ran towards you
Shattered my feet
Broken
Is this a taste of defeat?
Does it even matter
When I am so weak

I look in the bottle
The emptiness sets in
When I find
There are no more pills
To swallow
This arid, bitter feeling
Will have to lead me to tomorrow


Hitting the walls around
Feeling the emotion
Of the silvers, blacks, and blues
Feeling the loneliness
And then fortunately
Feeling you

I look in the bottle
The emptiness sets in
When I find
There are no more pills
To swallow
This arid, bitter feeling
Will have to lead us to tomorrow