......to make you happy.......

i go to a party with you to make you happy
i started to drink some alcohol to make you happy
you tell me if i did some drugs that would make you happy
so i did
then you told me if i cut my wrists then that would make you happy
so i did
then you told me if we had sex that would make you happy
so we did it
then i found out i was pregnant and then i asked you if you still love me and if you would stay and help me raise this child
then you said yes i do love you but not enough to stay and help you raise that child
then you packed your bags
and left
now over the years i think how i did everything that you said to do and i cant believe you didnt do one thing that i asked you to do



years later a woman is found dead on her kitchen floor while her child was at school and the woman was found dead with
going to too much parties
drinking too much alcohol
turning into a druggie
and cuts on her wrists




the child found out that her mother was too much of a pushover......