[ You are too far from me ]

You are too far from me
I can't see your face
I'm barely breathing
The image of you scattered on my mind
I can't see your clearly
Never thought I'd be this far from you
If I could only feel you near
If I could only see you clearly
Alone, nobody hears my cry
If I could only see you clearly
Feeling you near is up to me
I know these thoughts have made me far away from you
I know I need you
To make me whole
To bring me back
To make me whole
I know I need you
You're my only hope
If I could feel you near
I need you now
Never thought I'd be this far from you
If I could feel you near
If I could see you clearly
Alone, nobody hears my cry
If I could see your clearly
Feeling you near is up to me
Alone, nobody hears my cry
Feeling you near is up to me

Author notes

It's wierd but today i had one of the best conversations with my dad.. it was something that i never thought i would have....i talk to him about my problems with my mom that i have been haveing and i scatually talked to him about chris...and he approves....he believes in me and for some reason that makes me so happy....he told me that as long as chis can show him that he is a man (by being able to sand on his own to feet cuz he wants to know that he'll be able to take care of me cuz to my dad thats a mans jo then he is fine with the whole thing...maybe my dad isnt as horrible as i put him out to be.....

i love you chris i really do