An imfamous bloodline

On the road, hopes held high
Holding on to those hopes, not letting them die
Looking at all the places that i used to know
And all the memories i used to have, all the things i used to do
There was no way that this could be true
And thats when the call came in, and my doubts became reality
My hopes were false, welcome to my normality
I cant believe that this has happened, just something else i have to grin and bear
I look at the ground with an unflinching state
I dont get why this had to happen again to me, all the things happen that i hate
This is almost unbelievable, but i know that this is real
And again i have to wait for these wounds to heal
I dont know why i would be worked up about something like this
I mean i just met her, we didnt even kiss
So why would it hurt so much, its not like we got anywhere
I wonder how a relationship like this would fair
From two different woulds we came from
As i look in the mirror and wonder what i have become
I mean i would think that i wouldnt have a chance in hell
And then i would run away, and hide in my protective shell
Im confused why something so little would hurt with such an intesity
A fog, clouding my mind with an amazing density
There is something about her family, i always get caught up with them
I stare into her eyes and see something familiar, that precious look of a cut gem
All i can see is the beauty that entrances me
And its apperant so i guess everyone can see
She has a hold on me that i dont want to be broken
And a passion deep inside me has been, forever unspoken
I cant stand this feeling, know matter how much i told myself i let my hopes get out
And like i knew would happen, they were thrown down, i just want to shout
Doesnt matter though, because im not going to let it bother me, like the dissapointment in my past
Those hopes were broken way to fast
Those moments have taught me how to look at life
Not letting anything go in strife
It doesnt matter though, it will all turn out alright
Becuase tomorrow the sun will look more bright
So i decide to sit back and let God handle things like he wants
And let myself be the one that these painful memories haunts