why don't you understand?

why does it feel like
my life is falling apart?
everything that is happening
seems to be breaking my heart

nothing i seem to do is ever right
i'm sure they hurt me out of spite
i don't understand why i care
i feel in such a state of despair

at times i just want to cry
other times i just want to die
sometims i feel happy then sad
sometimes i feel good then bad

my emotions are racing what should i do?
no matter what emotion i feel, i usually think of you
especially when i feel happiness and love
you are kind of like my god above

i love you with all my heart, understand? i don't think you do
i don't think you get,just how much, i'm in love with you
i'd do anything you ask me to
to show how much i care for you

i clean for you all the time, i also wash up aswell
sometimes, i don't think you realise, that you put me through hell
you toy with my feelings, make me feel like shit
yet, i keep coming back to you, even though you do it

i don't know if you realise? let alone if you care?
i hope you do cause there's times, when i really want and need you there
even though you hurt me and make me feel like shit
i'm still head over heals in love with you,even though in a way, i really don't get it

i'd do anything to get you back
and i'd do anything for you
i just hope that you realise that,
all my love and feelings, for you, now and forever are always true