Seclusion

I am isolated
Seperated from from the world........
Noto knowing who to talk to
Not knowing where to turn
Easy manipulated
Easily influences as they would say
You would think I would learn from my mistakes,
But I still make them everyday

I feel negleted
From the only one I love
A strong scent of revulsion
seems to be burning from his tounge
But I stay entrapped in a form of lust
with love lingering inside
Hoping that someday
this eerie feeling will subside

Though I am desperate,
a hint of distress does pass my way
For I long to have a feeling of contentment
i yearn for it each day
Sheltered, I dwell on the things in the past
That torments my soul each day
So much negativity surrounding me
That I detest the world in a vast way
I have no one to converse with
And there is no where to hide
I hat tot intolerably fade in the midst
With no one by my side

Now left with an outlook, that will never twirl
I end each with an unfilled moan
And secluded, I am alienated from the world
Confined in the rooms of my home