Vent II

GGGRRRR!!!!!

I swear i think im might be goin crazy lol....

But no....idk.....

i just want to sit an cry but i told myself that i wasnt going to cry no more so ive sucked it up... but its still there ready to come out...

i just want to hear his voice...seriously this is all killing me.. i miss him so fucken much....i just keep tellen myself 9 more months but its just not enough....

i dont fucken no anymore...
i have no patience and thats what is sucken the most about the whole thing...

I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!