When I Cry, When I Miss You.

Oh look at me
At all I've done,
I've lost so many things,
I so dearly loved.
I lost my soul.
I lost my pride.
Oh how I've lost any hope
Of having a good life.
So I cry;

I miss you all.
I wish I was
with you now.

When I cry, when I am sad,
I think of every awful thing I ever did.
I'm drowining
Where no one can notice,
No one can witness,
When I cry, there is no love.
No, there is nothing that can comfort me enough.

When I cry,
I close my eyes.
Each tear fills my body
Deep inside.
Oh how I wish
My heart would fall into someone's arms.
Everything would be alright.

I miss you all
I wish I was
with you now.

Oh, all the salt inside my body ruins
Everyone I come close to.
I can't keep holdin on to you,
My hands can barely hold my head.
I'm so tired of lookin at my feet,
All the secrets that I keep.
My heart is barely hangin by a thread.

Oh look at me
Standing here now.
I've fallen deep inside,
Cannot reach me here.
You lost my soul.
You lost my heart.
Oh how you've lost all of me
Within this morbid lake.
So you cry.

When I cry,
It's lonely  here.
Filled with fear.
I pray with all my might,
That I find myself finally saved.
Out amongst the sunshine.
Darkness to light,
Across the line.
For all of time.

Oh but I am sad and
There is no love.
I don't know where
I'm coming from,
Or where I might be going to.
My heart hangs low,
The threads are few.
So tired of hanging on,
Oh I just may be too weak.
So I cry.

I miss you all
I wish I was
with you now.
I wish I was...