Lost

Is there anyone out there?
Is there anyone there?
Anyone at all?

I feel so alone
So very alone

Tears stream
down my cheeks,
I'm screaming
Screaming so loud,
But no one can hear me
No one can understand
Or atleast,
That's how it seems

I'm trying to hold on
Trying to wait out the storm,
With only this thread
This thin, frail thread
Stopping me from falling,
Sinking into nothingness.

I'm terrified
I admit it now
I'm so frightend of falling,
I need someone to tell
Someone to know
To help me
Like a hand grasping mine
Pulling me back to the light
I have grown accustomed of pushing away.

I'm growing weaker
wondering why I still hold on
What is there to hold on for?

Family?
What little of it I have, doesnt seem to care

Friends?
I have none.
No true ones anyways.

Love?
What's Love?

I feel myself letting go
Drowning, falling.

Can you help me?