The Gemini Conflict

It has always been a battle
But now the bones within me begin to rattle
Over the war between the two

They’ve been at it for as long as I can remember
Beginning with that epic clash in September
When she came into my life

It wasn’t the first time, you see
She had been there before, knocking at my door
Wanting to come back in

She’s lurked and lingered for awhile now
And boy, how could I never resist her kiss
Her smile
Fulfilling her every wish

Dark hair
Dark eyes
Tanned of color, like no other
Before or since

My head immediately said ‘no’
My heart said ‘go’
And thus, the battle was on

She never motivated me mentally
She never appealed to my intellect
Her entire attitude was suspect, but my heart?
That was the part that melted right away
Each and every day I saw her
I had to be near her

When the duality of my spirit couldn’t decide
The Gemini Conflict began
And impacted me physically
Every organ fell to the clash
My appetite couldn’t take it and had to dash

I couldn’t sleep
Eyes involuntarily would weep
But not over the situation
But over the lack peaceful co-habitation

I lost weight
The pounds couldn’t wait, didn’t hesitate to leave
Succumbing to the prospective fate

Where does it all stand now?

The battle is on-going, no end in sight, I can’t see how
That any force within me will intervene and bring resolution
And solution to the end of The Gemini Conflict