seeming......is not believing

it seems that my heart has shattered into pieces
but thats not true
but i can't help but still love you
although were over i cant help but have these feelings for you
because you were someone specail in my life
but then i said no to the knife
because i never inflicted pain on myself
you took the knife and that made me grief
it made me sad cause i thought i was not strong
but later i found out that i was the strongest of all